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[12 Dec 2005|06:30am]
attention everyone...
i got a new livejournal name...
its.........SleepSomeMore.

woot woot!!!
2 can see me - can you see me at all?

life isnt fair this i know but the things i want in life arent for me. i dont deserve them at all. [11 Dec 2005|07:00pm]
...lil survey.... )
can you see me at all?

I AM ROAYLLY FUCKED IN LIFE. [11 Dec 2005|03:52am]
im getting a new livejoural name soon... i shall let every one know wat is soon.
comment if you want to be added.
4 can see me - can you see me at all?

[10 Dec 2005|10:14pm]
passionless bodies
with pointless little limbs
that flaunt in vain
such narrowness of frame
with nothing to offer but bone
can you see me at all?

i just fell in love. forever. [10 Dec 2005|08:28am]
Look in the mirror.
What are you searching for?
To disappear or,
Accelerate...
Our lives to their ends.
I came to and found myself behind the wheel.
Pilot in artificial flight.
We sigh and sink into the river bed,
Stay asleep.
My friends can't breathe underwater I guess,
They have weak lungs.
Black cuts herself so that you could fall in,
This is heaven.
Alone in her dark room,
I slip through the open door.
Pull off my wet clothes,
To climb inside...
Her life,
Is still warm.
I've got my finger on the trigger oh,
Heartbeats are effervescent life,
We sigh and sink into the river bed,
Stay asleep.
They only stab me in the back now anyway.
I'll put you out of your cell and your misery.
I'm gonna tear,
I'm gonna rip it out.
can you see me at all?

[10 Dec 2005|08:24am]
its 9:00!!!!!!!!!!
::falls off couch::
lmao!!!
i love you anna!!!
heheheheh
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
14 can see me - can you see me at all?

[10 Dec 2005|04:53am]
[ music | thxxxx=) ]

Let me know that I've done wrong.When I've known this all along.I go around a time or two.Just to waste my time with you.Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play.You are the only one that needs to know.I'll keep you my dirty little secret
Who has to know.When we live such fragile lives.It's the best way we survive.I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you.
Who has to know The way she feels inside Those thoughts I can't deny These sleeping dogs won't lie
And all I've tried to hide It’s eating me apart Trace this line back

who has to know
Who has to know

can you see me at all?

you wouldnt know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat [10 Dec 2005|03:43am]
[ mood | ... ya right... i wish! ]

All these restless nights
Have left me spinning out of control
Is there not a cure for sorrow
All these faded lights
Have made me search for something more
Will there be a new tomorrow

Until this empty place is filled
I’ll keep pretending

can you see me at all?

im sorry im not myself today........ im just dead. or i wish i was. [09 Dec 2005|09:40pm]
its seems that i do more harm than good.
..........i dont know which is worse.

i just need to see you now
i dont care about anything else
4 can see me - can you see me at all?

If I could sleep forever ....... Would you still be in my dreams? [09 Dec 2005|04:53am]
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now
can you see me at all?

::lookin for my purpose:: [09 Dec 2005|02:57am]
lil fun survey for others.... )
2 can see me - can you see me at all?

i never straid too far from the sidewalk... [08 Dec 2005|10:10pm]
[ music | my time was never right! ]

happiness
joy
love

pain
beauty
consideration


............ afraid.


fantasy.... and reality.

He'll sing the words to the world
but I cant even say them to myself.
Ill just scream them in my head.

can you see me at all?

thanks for the song..:) [08 Dec 2005|01:48am]
She had something to confess to
But you don’t have the time so
Look the other way
You will wait until it’s over
To reveal what you’d never shown her
Too little much too late
Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It’s escaped your world

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own

I have played in every toilet
But you still want to spoil it
To prove I’ve made a big mistake
Too long trying to resist it
You’ve just gone and missed it
It’s escaped your world

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own
I’ll do it on my own
can you see me at all?

everyone will believe her fake smile. [07 Dec 2005|06:58pm]
with the razors on my veins
who will stop me now?
with the rope around my neck
who will stop me now?
with the gun in my mouth
who will stop me now?

with blood running down my fingers
with the air that cant reach my lungs
with the bullet in my brain


im not holding on to a thing here
can you see me at all?

you know you shine so bright [05 Dec 2005|10:06pm]
tonight we fly away so high
our first full moon sky
ill breathe you in
i wont let you down
i wont hold you back
i wont make a sound
i know what scares you the most
bein alone
just like them
bein alive
feelin so dead
2 can see me - can you see me at all?

to my protecter and loved one [05 Dec 2005|06:45am]





................... i will always love you.
5 can see me - can you see me at all?

tears** for buzzy [04 Dec 2005|11:18pm]
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is ......
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is ......
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway

What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker
2 can see me - can you see me at all?

[03 Dec 2005|06:53am]
this is my december.....
4 can see me - can you see me at all?

[01 Dec 2005|02:22am]
heheh fun lil bored survey!!!

Dear Heather,
You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)


fill in the blanks please!!!
idk fun survey
im bored!
thinkin a never night another
10 can see me - can you see me at all?

[30 Nov 2005|03:47am]
why me?
4 can see me - can you see me at all?

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